My Brain, My Heart, My Hate

Want to know what it’s like to live inside my head?
‘WORTHLESS! YOU’RE FUCKING WORTHLESS!
You are not successful.
You are nothing more than a suck – a mooch.
You are undeserving of love.
You are unworthy.’


I hate myself often.
I hate that this is how I’ve chosen to live –
Anxious, always anxious, always –
I hate this is how I’ve kept myself safe.


I don’t know where to go from here.

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